this week has been quite a good week. like i said, the only good thing about pes c is the short 3 day field camp. that's about it. anyway field camp was a waste of time. just getting us out there and experiencing the life that is outfield. and appreciate what a joy being able to take a shower is. it's 3 more weeks to our poc. see, the normal ones have pop which is passing out parade. we have a ceremony. wonderful, i feel great. weeeee. so booked out rather early today at 12 and booking in late at 2025. echo please. which is good. i treasure my break.

it's only when you step outside when you realise how much you miss the world. the world that i used to know. the world where there are actually people. the one where ns always seemed years away. it's not like i hate ns or anything. i somehow think it's a necessary evil. but then again, two years. two whole years, when others are studying, having fun. ok like i was saying. spent the last couple of days out with friends. pretty therapeutic. as in breathing fresh air. non-tekong air. at least can book out this weekend. not the next one though. ok, i'm just gonna hang in there. like i had a choice from the start.

hello. it's crazy cuz when we meet up with our friends, the only thing we talk about is the one thing we dislike most now. what the heck. oh well and the good thing about being a second class citizen in the saf is that we have shorter field camp. 3 days instead of 7. but it's still damn bloody sian. no not the field camp sian, i bet it wouldn't be. as in the prospect of having to go through it. at least bmt will be ending in less than a month. good. ok it's just damn sad that your life is getting wasted away. anyway, happy chinese new year! have a good time while we rot in camp. yea and happy valentine's day too! to..i don't know. still looking. will be for a while. ARMY ROX MY SOX!!!!!!!!!!!